No, BRITNEY is pregnant again!

Actually that heading was not necessary. I had five minutes left when I log on to my blog to update. I was then at a nearby cyber cafe to kill time.

Didn't know what to write so I wrote the untrue story of Britney getting pregnant again. Anyway, I was watching this program on Channel V featuring her and Mr. Kevin Finderland aka Mrs Britney Spears. Surprisingly, whenever I tuned on Channel V every other week, alternate days I will not miss the series of Britney & Kevin: Chaotic. There is no need for you to bother and tune on Channel V again because:

1. The last episode was yesterday!
2. So the tiru MTV who first produced this ala celebrity couple on screen. I.e. Jessica and Nic
3. Anything on Channel V suck, except for the cute hunky Filipino VJ! Rick, sape nama nya?!

The Night When Bloody Daniel Was The New Idol!

I cannot believe it yet again, after the AF3 seasone was over, our fellow loyal sms-ing Malaysians are still dumb! Blonde!

Don't waste your credits lah.

I had a terrible weekend.

Had a rough Saturday morning (minus the dimsum breakfast I had with my fellow cheerlings at Ss2). Woke up so bloody early for the event in Sunway. Thank God I manage to get back to bed at noon time and slept until my sayang woke me up for lunch at 3.

I had an appointment at 6 for a dance rehearsal. Since my not-so-popular triumph at the UK competition, everyone got hold of my number and politely asked for my profesional help! Pandai betul mempergunakan I!

Anyway there was this one project I couldn't say no because I have prior intentions to stage this dance in a bigger ala-theatre style production. So as I was hurrying myself to the venue (it was a church!), still having the setbacks from the early morning. I arrived and my cousin greeted me at the door.

So, "where are the girls?"

Oh he replied, "dia orang kat Puchong lagik"... I'm like what the f**k!

So I waited until 7.45pm and these blondies finally showed up! And there you go, I had to miss my evening with my sayang watching Nita losing handsomely to bloody Daniel! He smsed my the result while I was torchering myself with the blondes to the tune of Asmaradana!

Update!

KLASSIFIED

MENCARI KAWAN

Looking for smart, outgoing and funny PLUs to befriend with!

Preferbly cute, mix parentage and speaks fluent English.

Age between 18 - 23.

And you must love Musictheque!

If you are from East Malaysia is an ad-vantage!

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Mister Want-To-Do-Everything

I thought I would be quite free and available this week. I was planning to stay home most of the time and watch more VCDs. *my current favorite past time!

Then I realise that I will never get away with responsibilities! I had gymnastic class yesterday. This is my second class. The reason is that since we will be planning to go for Florida and again UK next year, we have to be twice better. I'm perferting my jumps and do some stupeed sommersaults! I practice backhandspring yesterday! Mimpi menjadi kenyataan.

Today I have a meeting with the boys from Pink Triangle for the World AIDS Day celebration in December. Then, tomorrow I have an audition to go for a TV host. Well I'm not giving up yet on being able to host a program. If did it once, I'll stop! Just want my 15mins of fame. Before that, I'll watch movie with sayang at Midvalley. Should be watching FlightPlane featuring Jodie Foster.

Friday, I have training at KLCC park with the team in the late afternoon before heading to Sunway for gymnastic class. On Saturday morning, we have a performance at 7.30! This is for a family day. And I'm invited for this wedding from a long lost gay friend. His brother's. I thought of going but it's in Serdang, somewhere near UPM or something at the Petronas hall....?! I hope I can make it for that. And in the evening, the Pink Triangle boys have this Mid Autumn celebration at the centre. RM15 per entry and RM20 per couple. Should we go sayang?

Dancing Queen!

I am planning for a big assault at Musictheque really soon! After watching protege belting it out every week, I just can't help it and show what I can do!

Just recently, the kids from the Ruined and Poised (RnP) dance group performed. Although they were a little bit odd, in the sense that there were 3 boys and no paper-doll show. In someone's mind, shoulnd't it be the usual perempuan-under-construction performances? But anyway, I was not blowed by their dance. I came to support, which I am good at! Cheering out, "Go Nazreem! Go RnP!"....These particular abang was starring at me with a weird look. No, I am not crazy! I'm just a natural cheerleader! Boo!

So afterwards, I hugged Nazreem and he proposed that I should join them for the next performance. I was counting my fingers! My one shot of 15mins fame at a gay pub! Then again, should I do it with them? Because they obviously had a little bit of a problem with the dance choreography. I wished I could help, but I don't really know them well. And I think the rest of the members don't like me....

Whatever it is, I'm gearing up for my debut and only performance at Musictheque! I will invite my friend from Sabah, my whole Klang Valley clan, and cheer-freaks! I hope when I performed that night, the drinks at the pub will get sold out! The front door will be cramped...and another long que outside waiting wishing to see me do my Beyonce thang!

Ish, berangan betul adik-adik ni kan!?

Travel and Adventure....begins!

I'm leaving to a few places by end of the year. Including Bangkok and Singapore.

In January and February, will be leaving to Jakarta for 2 weekends. Then in March, back to Bangkok again. In April, if God permits flying to Florida! In July, again will be going back to Nottingham and London.

God is so good to me....

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BRITNEY ?

BEYONCE ?

JUSTIN TIMBERLAKE ?
MISSY ELLIOT ?

If you are a gorgeous (ok-ok) looking male, between 18 - 25yo, lives in Klang Valley and would like to tryout fame for 15 mins, this add is just for you.

Slings of performance for the PLU community is planned and I desperately need talented bodies to swing the floor like hell! Can you?

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My orgy with my boyfriend's friend

My boyfriend has a list of gorgeous looking friends. I can't help it, but as a young, very horny, and eager 22yo, I just can't help and entertain my nafsu jantan!

Yesterday we had some weird conversation. When I said we, I mean my boyfriend and I lah. I asked him does he fancy of my friends. He bluntly said no!

What the f**k?!

Well I did in return said that I do fancy some of his friend. When I mentioned them by names, he knew it beforehand. But he was quite shocked when I said I probably might have one night stand with his friend who used to own a few Bed & Breakfast in BB area.

See, it's a another hint. Bed & breakfast!

The Silent Crack!

September 18 is the day my boyfriend and I celebrate our love! This is our second. But according to him it's our first. We had a BBQ dinner last year, on the same date to officially announce (but we didn't) our 2-become-1 relationship.

So yesterday, they weren't any BBQ dinner, or seat down dinner like I planned. We stayed home and watched TV. Had sex in the evening after we came back from pasar malam in Bangsar.

He is planning for a trip to Bangkok this December with me. To celebrate his 26th b-day on the 23rd and celebrate Xmas with me. I cannot confirm yes as I might be cruised for my annual family trip back to Sarawak. And I will have my new semester beginning too! I am scheduled to go to Singapore on the first weekend. I cannot give any green light to anything yet.

But thank you sayang. You've been a wonderful boyfriend.

Mane-maje saje

So this week is a little bit slow for me compared to last week. My sayang is back from Kuching. So I spend a few days with him at Pantai Hill Park. We couldn't do much of activities, besides sex ler. I bought VCDs at the open-air market in Ss15 on Tuesday. My current favorite past time now is watching good movie, with good storyline.

I was watching Angela's Ashes the other day. I read the hard cover a few years back, during my Literature days. I so hate it, but I had too. So the other day was just another significant of remembering my past. The movie was not so much of me, but it did portryed how difficult life is. Duh!

We went to pasar malam last night to grab our dinner. Then, I again bought more VCDs. And to my delight, they sold Gol & Gincu! Yay. So I watched it last night. Sorry for being the cheap-skate one. Ashraff Sinclair is not really cute in it. But I was amazed with the lead actresses and the overall movie production. My darling said that these film will win honours next year.

For what? Promoting futsal, and lesbianism. Hurray!

Would you like my red ribbon?

I made my debut to contribute for the community when I attended Pink Triangle's MSM Group AGM last Sunday. I still remember my first visit to PT for it's weekly Sunday meetup. I was 17 then. I couldn't be bothered much to attend it regularly because everyone was old. But I knew deep inside my heart that one fine day I will contribute for the group, and of course for the Foundation's objectives.

My parents do not know of my these other duty. I couldn't careless.

At the AGM, I met a few faces of whom I have worked in the past for some of the group's activity. But I forgot their names! Then again, the inivitation to attend the AGM came from the big boss himself so I was there with a special invitation. I didn't care if I was not nominated for any post but what I know is that I will contribute wherever I can.

Summary, I was elected as the MSM Group's PR Rep alongside the senior guy Vin Tsun (pronounce Vin-cent). There you go, from now onwards I will be doing a few PR work for the MSM's group. Hopefully my contribution will do more benefit and would be able to pass the message across to all mankind!

A toast for me, my red ribbon and to you!

Girlfriends - LOST!

Name:Mel
Age:21
Race:Chinese - American
Born:LA
Current Location:Singapore
Connection:Cheerleading

Name:Ruzie-muzie

Age:21

Race:Malay-Chinese-Japanese

Born:Tokyo, Japan

Current Location:Kuala Lumpur

Connection:Cheerleading

Name:Hudaa-ness @ Dadaa
Age:20
Race:Javanese - Malay - Melanau
Born:Kuching, Sarawak (I think)
Current Location:UiTM Melaka

Connection:Cheerleading

Name: Zee-ish

Age:20

Race: Malay - Melanau - Irish

Born: Miri, Sarawak

Current Location: London

Connection: Cheerleading

Success at cheerleading meet gievs sport a boost

SERI KEMBANGAN: Team All-Stars did the country proud when it won the new dance squad division in the 16th Annual British Cheerleading Association Championship held in Britain on July 29-31.
Competing against 292 teams from 70 countries, they also came up third in the senior co-ed intermediate division and sixth in the senior partner stunt division.
“We were up against powerhouses like the United States and Japan but we gave it our best shot,” said team adviser Ishak Z. Allan, adding that the team only practised for three months.
“I hope that this will be a great start for Malaysians to take the discipline as a serious sport,” he added.
Their success resulted in the formation of Malaysia Cheerleading Association, which aims to promote the sport.
Their patron, Deputy Minister in the Prime Minister’s Department Datuk M. Kayveas, said the sport would keep youngsters occupied and encourage them to be healthy both physically and mentally.
He also said the Government would give its full support to activities such as this, and praised the team for their first-rate performance.
“Initially it was difficult because of the cold weather and some of us got sick, but it was worth it when we won,” said team captain Nadiha Mohd, 20.
Team All-Stars was Malaysia’s first team and also the sole representative from the South-East Asia region. The team, sponsored by SCP Management Sdn Bhd, comprised 13 members aged 16 to 22.
SCP and Team All-Stars are organising the SCP Cheer Emas competition on Nov 26-27, which is open to all and will be made an annual event.
The competition also aims to introduce the sport nationwide.
The winners will get RM3,000 cash and a trophy.

My night of beauty with purpose

I attended the preview of Miss Malaysia/World 2005 last night, at the glamarous The Loft.

I was invited virtue being the entertainment slot provider of the evening. I arrived right on schedule, at 9-ish. The lady in-charge by the name of Jessica from FACES magazine greeted me at the front door with full glitz and glam. A small crowd was helplessly waiting to que in but me being the queen-wannabe cut through the line.

My girls who were to perform the opening number before the parade of the 18 finalist weren't there yet so I had to minggle around with the unknowns. What I know was a friend of mine is the event organiser for Miss Malaysia this year so I was searching for him high and low. I asked Jessica for Mr. Thana, and guess what she grabbed me by the hand and pulled me up-front to the VIP table. There was he with the 18 quite beautiful girls!

Mind me, despite the recent years of handful of beauty pagaent I personally think Miss Malaysia/World is still the best! The 18 girls vying for this title are not your ordinary girl next door. One of them is a PhD holder, a handful are graduates from accountancy, law and business. Only the 2-3 young ones are under-grads. The average height of these girls is 5'8 and when I was standing amongst them, I felt tiny!

Anyways, the preview event was an hour late as the guets of honour Dato Vincent Lee was still on his way to the venue! Dato' is the franchise holder of Miss Malaysia/World.

The winner will represent Malaysia at Miss World in December, at Sanya China.

I personally met last years winner, Gloria Ting. She's a Sarawakian from Sibu. Like me, except that I'm from Miri. She speaks very fluent English, with her Canadian accent as she grew up in Canada during her teenage years. Click the below for her profile at last years Miss World pagaent.

http://www.missworld.tv/bio/bio.sps?iBiographyID=11545

My Birthday Wishes Reviewed

I was going through my past entries, and I clicked February 2005. It was my Birthday on the 17th. And I didn't realised until later that I did wrote my wish online. A recap:

I'm 22yo today. And my wish is...
1. that my team, All Stars, will be able to get enough funding to go to UK this July for the UK International Cheerleading Championships! Thanks to my sayang, and a few others we actually did went!
2. that I will be able to secure scholarship for my Degree in Mass Communiation. Sucked! I might have to enroll to UiTM, Shah Alam in Dec!
3. that I will be rich in health, love and relationship. Yes, yes, yes! Is it?
4. that I will do great at my theatre debut, Jalan Impian in July.Produced by Farah Sulaiman and Directed by Sandra Sodhy. Again sucked! My contract was terminated!
5. that I will finally get a cat of my own! Yes! Thanks to sayang again, I have a cat name Joey!

Another Rude Awakening (continued)

So now he knows.

When I first decided to write about my personal life, without missing any bit I was making a very bold steps. And I would eventually realise that one fine day, my beloved boyfriend would know about this blog and reads all the dirty secrets. The devil me.

I've had some friends asking me how is he taking it? What do you think?

Let me put it this way, imagine you are my boyfriend and that you knew that he has an online blog where he writes about everything! So one fine day, you eventually came across the blog and found out that he has been to sauna, sleeping with any tom, dick and harry!

How would you feel?

His respond? He's a little okay with it. He knew the urge of being a young 22yo gay man living in the metropolitan city. He gave me an advise that I shouldn't be doing much, and that I would not play emotions with any other guys. Of which I am not. I'm just horny!

I know I am a terrible boyfriend at this point. I'm selfish, I'm blonde freak and I'm just plain stupid! I don't want to lose him very much, after what we have been through the past 1.5 years. He emailed me after reading this blog last night. No wonder he was not picking up my calls, and for the first time in HIS-tory he never called me at 11pm!

Note: When I am not staying over at his place, he would be calling me every

other night between 11.00 - 11.30pm and have our loverbirds chat.

This has been a regular practise since June last year. Don't ask why, but I love it.

I know he could be reading this post, or maybe not until I meet up with him again maybe tomorrow or Monday. But whatever it is, I would want to make the relationship go one notch up. I can't help saying it now, I love you Ishak!

Another Rude Awakening

Dear bloggers,

As you might notice, I have been writing sincerely on this blog. Having my life shared with others whom I might not even know where he/she is makes it an interesing affair.

My boyfriend found out about my blog yesterday. I did not purposely gave in, but it was just pure coincident. I can't hide from him forever of any of my dark secret. I guess by now he must have read all my dirty trips to the saunas, and that I am actually a sex freak!

I love you sayang. "You're still the one....." - Shania Twain


Im not giving up on this only till my last breathe.

Its back once again!

Say it loud, and proud, MERDEKA!

As I got back from my Melaka trip, I have no blinking idea what was to happen the eve of Merdeka. The original plan was to have a sit down dinner with 4 other friends, of which the host sms-ed me that he would be finishing rather late from work that night. Well kiss goodbye to nice dinner and chat then.

I didn't give up on hope yet, as I know when it comes to celebration, it must be celebrated maybe not with grand but perhaps a little fun. So I sms-ed a few other friends for thier plans. One was going to LQ and the other, is flexible. So I demanded for Musictheque!

I invited this one guy to join us for the eve. He agreed at first and chicken out half an hour before the meeting! Strike one!

So this close abang of mine, insist that perhaps I can just hangout with his bf's friend. I didn't mind as long I have someone to chill with and not be a lamp post. So this friend of thiers came, he was okay2. But he did not necessary had to put on his foundations right?

After the fireworks and all, we were heading to MT when out of a sudden that friend was gone out of sight. They tried to reach him on the phone, it couldn't get through. Ok, whatever.
Strike two!

At MT, I had to enjoy the night alone. I couldn't have my favorite place (the pole) because all this slutty wannabes already got hold of it tightly! Suck. So I went to the DJ consule, and got myself standing up on the speaker box. I dance all night there. The boys from Ruine and Poise were there, so thank God! We dance. I had a few eye contacts, but well nothing came up!

We finished at 5. An ex whom I have dated before was there. He was so nice, and invited me to chill at Malibu with his bf.So weird and ironic, but I'm ok. So we chatted. Until, I had this focus on one guy who wore green. I knew it, this is it the right time and not strike three! So out of the blue, I took a Starbucks voucher from my wallet wrote my number and asked this Bangla steward to pass it to him.

Of course it took him to smile first and aknowledge me presence, than that I wrote my number. I left earlier, passed by him and shook hands! He sms-ed me when I was on the way back. He was 19.

Finally, I can yell it loud and proud, "Merdeka!"