Today my students gave me a suprise.

While having 2minutes break from the stunt, the team captain hollowed me to a corner and was intensely trying to distract me from the back. But I already knew something was up. Thanks to my sixth sense.

The girls gave me an Adidas paper beg, with the gift nicely wrapped in it. I saw the Adidas begs earlier and many of it, so I assumed that they had thier uniforms already. Or at least some new training jerseys.

Having 20 girls surrounding you, and presenting a gift they have really thought of made me the man of the hour. I wasn't able to hold unto the moment but gave me sincerest appreciation with the many Thank You's repeatedly. In the paper beg, was the gift (which was a Nike jacket which has my name and COACH embroideried on it!) Really thoughtful.

But the sweetest thing ever was the appreciation card they gave me. It's a Hallmark card so I should thank them for the creativity bit. The front page says #1 Coach. As I flipped the card over, there I saw the little notes from the members. I read the first, and as I was to til end I knew this would be a crying moment. I told them, I couldn't do this now because I wasn't able to control my emotions. They wouldn't want to see this tough coach of thiers crying to tears.

Aduhai...nak control macho tapi tak jadi.

It's nice to know that the girls do appreciate my work for them, but at the same time it is them that will succeed from this. Just praying for thier success and hoping to see their faces all over the paper when it comes on the front page of The Star on June 25! Fingers crossed!

I've heard so much of the great things LaQueen offers on a Friday. I made my way there like two Fridays ago, and true enough it was heaven to me. Throughout my nightlife experience, the biggest and most overwhelming crowd respond is the one in Bangkok called DJ Station. The music weren't that great, but it was those human who attended in colourful shirts that made the night looks glamarous.

LaQueen beat that by a whisker. Not bad for a Muslim country, where it's Government does not have much to say on. It is so conflicting to see LaQueen manage to squeeze in our tight-fitting society. I'm just impressed at the same time, that we're actually not so bothered by all these laws. I do except that we should respect and abide and at the same time having a great social lifestyle.

Back to LaQueen, as I know the DJ personally his music is not new to me. He came to him that night and said Hi and he played my favorite just for me that evening. Ivan's just awesome. The other plus point was that the first floor was packed with many men. Second floor, not so bad. But still it was packed for me to move about. As usual, being the popular me I met a few friends along the way. Some juniors from Uni, an old friend, a friend from the sauna, my other girlfriend, and my ex's friend. That was enough to put me on the sideline. Didn't want to get the unwanted attention from nobody.

I think I would want to go to LaQueen again, and try to grab the pole. But looking at time, I don't think I would be given favourable moment as work would make way. See how lah....

This was taken after a final presentation for IMC. Well it wasn't a big sweat, but the long hours in the wee morning getting the powerpoint done and the report altogether bind up was a task of it's own. In return, I wanted a self pat on my back. With that in mind, I begged a classmate to take my self adoring shots from the campus green. I'm actually standing outside the classroom, right under the scorching heat. I noticed notable pair of eyes peeking from the nearby classrooms but I couldn't careless. I was just self adoring me! I think we took more than 10 shots, and this is some of the good ones. Well I'm not really that photogenic so don't blame me for my unprofessionalism. A week from now, exam would be over and I'll have to redirect my attention to the national cheerleading championship. Three teams under my belt, it's going to be a tough year but a memorable one. I know I've put my biggest effort thus far as compared to the many years that I've involved in this business. Be it the choreography, music remix and me being a coach for the team. I personally take this year as the year I have transcened my energy all out for a better one. Good luck Judas!

On a lazy Sunday afternoon. The night before, I was rushing back from a showcase in Penang where Porsche launched it's latest four wheel. In the night, while almost everyone I know was glued to the TV watching Akademi Fantasia I was prancing on the street of Hartamas cheering for the Man U and Chelsea football game. By the time I reach home, I was in the nick of time to see Afundi Mila creating a first in AFs history. I slept only around 4am, thanks to my boyfriend. So the Sunday was just a lazy with him as we mixed some cocktail drink. I introduced him the Tijuana special which I ordered many times during my college days. He loves it too.

I realised how much I have missed my many gay friends. I used to hangout with a few before, and of which none of them has been contacting me lately. I assumed that because of the hectic work load they have has actually brought them further in thier respective lives.

I kinda miss some of the weekends we had together, lepaking, makan-makan and just talking bull every minute. Perhaps this is just the transition. I know soon, we will be back again together. On a special reunion note.

I'm graduating soon, so it would make everything more meaningful. I still remembered I was the only one left as the assignment tak siap kid. Because only those who are still doing books have assignments. The rest has already entered the corporate world.

I can smell my turn is soon. Just count your fingers to ten, you'll get my graduation party invites by then! Can't wait...

I read this book when I was 18yo. I remembered Miss Chian, who recommended my class to read this inspirational book. Miss Chian was my Economics lecturer when I sat for the Cambridge A-levels at Taylor's Subang.

She was keen in getting my other friends to at least buy the book which was actually cheaper than our textbook. And as someone who is so easily influenced especially when it comes to things which can tickle my mind, that very day I made myself to Kinokuniya KLCC. I vividly remembered it still because that was the only bookstore I go to then. And KLCC was just the in place to see other PLUs.

Mitch Albom was easy in his writing. It's about an old man and a young man and life's greatest lesson, which is actually printed on the first page. Dungu! Well actually, Morie wrote this book based on his personal experience with his college professor almost 25 years back. So the two tales intertwine to one another where it comes to a beautiful end.

You haven't read this, you better get a copy before you move on to Morrie's next best selling which is also a sequel to this.

I really hate it when everyone has the time to holiday, and I don't. That is what I get when accepting to coach and train the high school teams for the coming Nationals.

Since I'm also a student, time does not favour me when it comes to squeezing my timetable for my cheerleading purpose. So whenever I'm free, that is when I slot in meeting the girls to train. Of which of course robbed away my time to spend with my love one and my family.

I admit that this are some of the sacrifices I have to do as I love what I do, but knowing the fact that people who are clos to your heart who does not understands you makes things worse for you. Whatever it is, I'm just happy and not regretting what I'm doing.

Owh, you might admit also that there's not been much of me posting on campus gossip. I realised that this short semester of ours is actually effected with the many short holidays going on, and lecturers taking breaks in between. Sigh. Little did I know I have a month to struggle before the Finals, and then resume back for the long semester in June. But not before that would be the Nationals cheerleading championship. All in between. I think its cool.