I have to make a confession here. Well throughout the past one week, I have actually spend my time dating or perhaps you say getting to know this one guy.

Well in my earlier post I did mention about this guy whom I met at Laqueen, and apparently had fallen for me since years back. This dated back to March 2004 when I performed at a showcase in Genting. How remarkable was that.

This guy is a friend to a friend's ex. I don't want to reveal the exact identity because it might cause some speculation around and at the end of the day destroy's everything that was already built. I like him, but I just got teared into pieces from a relationship. And he too is in a relationship, only 1 month old. So it explains how casual and brief we are at the moment.

So we did talked, and I kinda suggested that we should just move along and let time decide everything. I don't want to be another guy robbing someone's boyfriend which I think is one of the most sinful thing to do by a PLU. Dah lah PLU, nak rampas laki orang lagi. Like double edges sword piercing into your heart.

Ok. We agreed to just be casual in our friendship, or dating process. He called me as his teman tapi mesra. Well wasn't that Harry's role before. Hah. So funny. Last Sunday he went to Maison and invited me. I said if your boyfriend is coming then there is no point for me to go. He said no, and he wants his teman tapi mesra to be with him. So I tagged along. Well it might sound stupid, but I'm not losing anything at the same time. I enjoy his company and so do he.

He lives in Bangsar and works there too. Nice guy, outgoing, smart, shy at times but really easy going. He goes to the gym, and lose quite a lot of weight in recent months. Interesting enough when I am suppose to have the same spirit as he do. He likes the way I am pretty much, because he's into guys like me. I won't want to describe myself now, but I just cannot believe that I'm going out with a guy like him.

The only setback now is, I can't bring him out any day I want because if he's with his boyfriend, then priority goes to that idiot. Fcuking hell! I paham lah. I kan husband number 2. Eh.....

I'm a husband now, ok.