I have this friend. Well I would consider him as one of my closest friend because my circle of gay friends pun is quite small. Apparently I heard from, and confirmed by one of my close friend that he is actually dating or would I say already hitched with one friend of ours! Well this friend of ours is actually his housemate jugak! So both living under one roof for nearly 5-6 years and only now that the bunga bermekar?!

I'm not doubting, or perhapds jealous although I have confessed here before that I had a little bit of feelings for the housemate of his. But that was years back. I'm happy for the two friends of mine. Though I'm still a little bit sceptical with this whole idea because the reason being this friend of mine always play prank!

Only this weekend's party becomes the ultimate answer to all this frenzy....

Then there this friend of mine, also another close friend who happens sit in the same circle with the couple mentioned above. He currently works with one of the ministry based at Jalan TAR. Anyway, this friend is always outstation or I should put that he is send for working assignment doing talks and all.

Just last weekend he was at Kota Kinabalu, Sabah. He called me a few times, and happen to be I was the only pathetic ear available to hear all his stories. Well I was a bit impressed with the fact that government servant like him can actually have a pleasant and enjoying life. Or was that not suppose to happen?

Hahah. I'm happy that he has a good job now. Since the first day we met, the eve of Miss World 2001, things has changed for the good. It's so funny to think all this now.

One more thing before signing off, another old old friend of mine, whom was in this small unregistered group called the Pink Sisters in Blouse! He will be here on the weekend with his Sabahan boyfriend! I think he is also Kadazan like him. What I heard is that he is the bomb! Will find out once again!

I spend my weekend with my new boyfriend. Well, he is not new. I'm back again with my ex, my then boyfriend who is now the officialy new boyfriend of mine. Hope I'm not confusing anyone yet.

Well I don't want to be a centre of attention here, but the reason I decided or we wanted the relationship to go on was because we could not hide the fact that pretending what is not would not do any better for any of us. We know how much we understand one another now and I guess the relationship will be on a different level then the previous one.

The stupid thing, or I would say the weirdest thing is that we both still have this silly feelings for one another. Remember how going out with a new guy, and all the fuss and excitement. I felt the same way. Couldn't stop thinking of my ex (or let's put it as my new boyfriend)!

I could see the relationship moving to a healthy and more matured direction.

The other day, we played squash. Well it was my very first attempt playing this raquet game as compared to tennir or badminton. I was indeed fascinated by Nical David's power shots and it drove me to have my very own game. My boyfriend was good. Not very good but a good player. Heheh. So there was no complains when I lost my first squash game in history to him. I think the score was 9-6 / 3 -9 / 1-9 / 2 -9

And we played again on Tuesday and I lost again, but this time around 2-3! Close call but never giving up.

Anyway both of us will be busy this weekend entertaining close friends. Apparently those invited for this are all couples. Sounds odd. My darling will be cooking some odd dish too. I pun tak paham but I trust him with food.

Owh, afterwards we will plan to go to Musictheque! Like a celebration too! I can't wait! Serious!

I'm skipping class today because I don't feel like going. Seating in class for 2 hours and listening anf jotting down notes not to my liking today. I can't force myself to be there in the first place because I won't be attentive to my lectures but instead perhaps will be doing some choreography work for my cheer team.

Anyway, the cheerleading nationals will be held this coming 1st and 2nd July at Putra Stadium. This would be the 7th annual competition, and will see an increase of participating teams since there would qualifying round this year in Johor! Cool huh?!

I'm taking charge of D'starz of Sri Aman school this year, and of course Sri Garden's team. So 2 teams in hand, I have enough to sweat myself out this year. My realistic chances for this year is that for the Sri Aman team to squeeze into Top 5 this year and the later to maintain the Top 10 positioning.

Fingers crossed.