Announcement!

My ex and I will be throwing a house party end of this month!
This is to celebrate Labour’s Day! Yikes.

Take this as an official invitation! And you know who you are lah!

Date: 29 April 2006 (Saturday)
Time: after Maghrib (for those who don’t pray) and after Isyak for those who do!
Venue: Phase II, Pantai Hill Park

Please let me know if you are inviting a partner along because this invitation is per individual only. Need to know the number or else, someone has to eat at the mamak later on!

Muah...

Remember my Genting trip with my ex, and when I had to go through the rollercoaster ride?

Well I could relate that to my past few days of living as a person. It was one such ride.

I was professing on my ex’s boyfriend for being a true annoyance. Just yesterday, thing’s went off. My ex dumped his boyfriend for good!

Am I the real mean bitch? Or am I just too powerful influencing people’s life? I think I should tell my dad that I should sign up with the Youth BN Party!

My ex called me to come over his place and said that he had some good news for me. He said maybe good news to me. I decided to go because no harm done. In my mind, I thought that if the good news was not about any sponsorship deals for my team then it had got to do with him and his boyfriend.

This was true indeed when he told me that his boyfriend was already emotionally blackmailing him! And it was enough to blow the lid off. Venito!

So he was smiling, or maybe smirking when he said he was single now. Am I supposed to jump the wagon and take his hand for a ride. The ride of our lives!

I’ll think about it. Anyways, I pity my ex’s boyfriend who is now officially the ex of my ex. Complicated? Then again, I’m the best ever ex produced since Adam and Eve what! So why pity? Just celebrate!

Why do we hurt the most the person we love the most?

I watched Gubra yesterday with my sister and cousin at Midvalley after obtaining my semester result. Well Mr. Cheerleader kick-all-out didn't do pretty well. Scored 3.100 for CPGA, a bit shy away from the 3.5 I craved for.

I was not dismayed by the result, but took it as a new opening for me. Now that books are my good old buddies, I wouldn't be worrying too much on my education.

Elsewhere, I have been a little bit upset and perhaps you can troubled by what is going on with me, my ex and his boyfriend. Sounds complicated? It is.

I don't really know at first what do I really want out of this. This ridiculous relationship. I was punked by my ex and his good boyfriend about the little secret Genting trip we had. I thought to snatch my ex away from his double life and have a meaningful outing up at the Highlands. To find out the next day, on my face that this two a**hole has already talked about it, and the konon-nye good boyfriend allows my ex to go with me to Genting.

It sounds good. I mean the boyfriend accepting it well. But I don't think so. I think it is not right.
Knowing the fact that I am not very much ready to get back with my ex, until he is ready to leave that boyfirend of his. And until everything is cleared.

I was really annoyed again yesterday when this boyfriend of his text message me when the sms I sent earlier was meant for my ex. True annoyance and RUDE! Like I have posted before here, he is controlling my ex's phone until I have no privillege to sent him messages I want to send. So it's better not to send. Because if I do, all I get is unpleasant replies. Again, WTF!

All I wish was that my ex to not call me on my birthday. Because this would not have been so complicated. Or maybe my ex should have been a little bit patience playing with his tool. Capricorn always is one.

What am I to do when I am hurt? Or is this just the kick back from what I have done to my ex in the past?

A little update.

I just got back from Genting with my ex, for some short break after the hectic weekend we had. The cheerleading competition went well despite my junior team came in second to CHARM All Stars. Nevertheless, I look forward for next year.

The Genting trip was my idea. You might be thinking I'm insane, or practically confused, which I am. Going out with my ex to Genting?! I kinda enjoyed the trip because first, it's my first trip up to the highlands for a proper relaxed holidays then my usual showcases. We had some pretty good deals, and thank God for my WorldCard membership, we got to watch the Mysteria showcase going on now in Genting.

We took the bus ride from KL Central on Tuesday, after having lunch at Puteri's. The ride stopped at Awana where we took the skyvan to the top. I was excited. The room was cosy. Dinner was fine. But the outdoor ride I took the next morning was insane! It was my first visit to the outdoor park! At first I thought the rollercoster ride would be a simple task for me. But it proove me wrong. I was nervous, and my heart was pumping twice then usual. The ride was horrible! To make my mind completely worse, I just watched Final Destionation 3 weeks back. That was enough to kill my self esteem! My ex was not helping, instead he was excited to see me horrified. Gowd! I will remember that ride. I bought a picture of me taken on that ride! Will post them soon! It cost me 10 bucks!

The cheerleading competition coorganised by my team with our sponsor, South City Plaza (SCP) will be held this weekend. You can't imagine how busy am I today and the next 2 days. Been running up and down the town like a mad dog.

The judges from 3 countries has arrived, and I am so proud with what I have done so far. I really this competition will get a good feedback despite the very low participant entry. Only 5 teams entering from the 12 targeted. Shame.

SCP has been a great lot, although they could be a little stingy with $$$. Otherwise, I'm just happy. Happy that my team is able to contrinute to the cheerleading community here.

Cause if I don't cheer all out, might as well don't cheer at all!

GOOD LUCK to me!