So with Abang J out of my mind, temporary, I decided to move on and not to put expectations from him anymore. I always get replied sms from him that he is either busy with his work, or outstation. So much the irony that he was so keen to go out with me in the first place. Perhaps maybe he is really busy. Whatever.

Had no plans on Saturday except a last minute luncheon with my ex at Ampang Park. At first I asked him to invite his bf to join us but he said that he was entertaining his parents from Penang. FYI, my ex's bf is from Penang. A final year UiTM student majoring in Marketing. eugh...

When I entered Cozy House Restaurant, there I saw these two obvious gay couple seating handsomely together. My mind couldn't stop swearing! Wtf! Either he lied, or that his bf just decided to drop over. Again, whatever.

I needed to be the one in control with the conversation. Just in case I get overshadowed by the UiTM boy. (apparently we're the same age, but I'll just call him a boy lah since he is younger than me by 7 months.) I was too much talking about things my ex and I could talked about and not let him participate. So I gave way, and asked things about him. I asked 10 a sentence he replied a word. Again, wtf! Am I too intimidating to him or what? Maybe I am! Heheh. With the ex bf under my belt, guess I was the heavyweight champion on the table!

I think I should stop writing about my ex, and his bf and me. This confusing triangular relationship. Let them be gay and merry and not be bothered by this celebrated cheerleader cum dancer who keeps on annoying his ex on sms. I'm sorry.

But if I happen to write again about this 3some act, jangan marah. Because it's interesting to share. I still love you, my ex. You tau kan.....

I am totally confused with abang J now. Well I did not write in details what we spoke during our last date. The serious conversation was that he did asked (or shall I say proposed) me to be his partner. Or a boyfriend. Or a lover.

Well I was really really surprised. Speechless. I couldn't reply a word but smiled. I told him later that we should just go out a few times and see how things are.

I am convenient being around him. Nice house, nice room and all. But I haven't seen the other side of him yet. His friends. His hobbies and all. Although I could not compare him to my ex at this moment but perhaps it's just a start. Thank God this abang J speaks English. Heheh. It's important.

I don't know what kind of music he listens too. Hopefully not Siti Nurhaliza or Mawi. But he goes to Blue Boy. Dame. If he goes to Musictheque, okay jugak. Susah nak cari lover yang duduk rumah on weekends and watch Queer Eye for A Straight Guy.

I like to control but not to be controlled. Unfair judgement. But this is me lo.

Nobody likes to be the loser.
And that was what I felt yesterday at the 2nd THop Dance Master Challenge 2006. My dance group, Inferno, finished 4th overall.
The final battle lineup consists of 10 groups and based on the 2 previous heats only 5 groups are in the running. Besides my team, the other obvious favorites is Twister (4 male instructors from Batu Pahat) and Fundamental Funk (my 4 cheer babes). Two other groups are TT Girls from TAR College and DT4 from Klang.

Well Twister opened the competition with an amazing routine. I was dumbfounded, maybe speechless but kept it quiet. I had to be strong for my members. They were good, except maybe the transitions were not great like ours.

Fndamental were good too. They should have won Best Dance Choreography if there was one. But effects weren't that much. TT Girls used the same routine from heats. DT4 were the surprise of the competition! They were one of the losers at last year's competition but this year as though they've bounce back from the grave. Many tricks and stunt.

Top 5:
1. DT4
2. Twister
3. Fundamental Funk
4. Inferno
5. TT Girls

My next competition is for Dancemania at Sek Sri Garden. It's a fund raiser event offering RM1500 cash prizes for grab. I'm sending 4 guys this time. Really want to win! Was so close yesterday, but maybe this Friday things will change.

Pictures of THop will be posted soon!

It is so sad being the terrific communication student in class, but horribly putting things to practical.

Situation
My roommate and I.
The semester is going to an end in about 3 weeks. And if I were to compile the conversations we had for the past 12 weeks, I don't think I can even write a paragraph. This is because the words spoken are far less the same.

Hi. See you. Thanks. Good night.

If I do achieve the 3.5 pointer I targetted, I would still consider myself a failure. Having my roommate and the communication breakdown is my ultimate challege for the next semester.

I can't tolerate looking at him this morning. I had to get up before subuh to do some revision for a test. He was out all night last night, so practically I kinda missed him. Saw his cute face as he was sound asleep. Surprisingly he doesn't snore. Which is good.
There you go. He was wearing one his shortest short and went topless. I couldn't concentrate more reading but tentatively peeping on him tucked in his bed.

So this resulted in me not being able to answer one of the subjective question on the epochs of media study on human civilisation. F**k you roommate!

This week is not bad at all. At first I thought I would not go through the week with ease as there were gazillions things to do. But with the great time management I've learn from high school (right!), and a bit of sure luck (thank God!) I think I am managing things well.

First, all assignments for finals are nearly done. Well only 2 left to be finished before Friday. Presentations all done. Scoring near distinction for both. Thank God 2 other presentations were last minute cancelled as the lecturer thought it was just too much to handle.

Next, cheerleading practices going steady. Managed to squeeze the practices with my other trainings. DHL is leaving to Singapore next Friday. Competition is on the weekend. If they win (which they will!), they will automatically fly to Germany in June for the worldwide competition. And guess what, I'll be boarding the plane too! Yay.

Third, dance competitions! Yeah. I might have not said this before. I have actually signed up for dance competitions with a few other dancing friends. At first, I gave it a brief thinking but due to my heavy commitments to cheerleading I decided not to. But when I actually went and watched the heats of the Sungei Wang 2nd Thop Dance Masters Challenge last Sunday, I immediately signed up! Got 3 other friends (well one stranger actually!) to join in. We call ourselves Inferno. The good thing about four of us is that we're all quite fast learners. So getting a routine done in 3 days just in time for the last heats was a no hiccup. We squeezed through to Top 6 and will be appearing at the Finals on Sunday.

Come and watch me. Competition starts sharp at 3pm but I would suggest for you to arrive earlier to book front seating. We will be dancing to music from Lose Control and Pass the Dutch (Missy Elliot), a little bit from Moulin Rouge, Hollaback by Gwen and the finale is a mixed song which also has some Lady Marmalade in it. We will be using poms and jackets as our props. (ala cheerleading gitu!)