Thursday, December 15, 2005

Got up at nearly 10 today. Report Writing class has been canceled to allow the students to work on the group project.

So anyway, I took the day to clean the room. Thank God my room mate weren't around. I peeked at his timetable on his desk, Wednesdays seem to be a hectic one for him. As oppose to mine lah!

Got my laundry done, which cost me RM4.50! Dame.

I had a quiz in the afternoon for Office Application subject. I scored 15/20. I was just too excited but it's not a test or whatsoever. It's just a quiz.

I took off from the lab asap, as I was rushing for a cheerleading class. Huhuhu. The same old me. Practically, today was a little bit different than usual because I was heading to the AmBank Kajang Branch to meet one of the officers, whom drove me all the way to Seremban branch to audition a bunch of wannabe cheerleaders.

Actually, they are preparing for AmBank's Sports Games nationwide level next February. Interestingly, cheerleading is one of the contested sport.

I'm taking charge of Zone 3 (covers Melaka - N. Sembilan - Selangor branch). The audition process was a huge task. I had to be patience, because most of them were either lembab...or just can't cheer at all. I got the 10 girls I wanted but this would be another huge task for me. It's like turning an ugly duckling to a beautiful white swan. I'll update you on this!

See if my magic wand works!

Tuesday, December 13, 2005

This would be an exciting week for me to finally be in the driving seat of a student.

Having to actually live on campus has its advantage in which opens my thinking cap. There are many type of characters that I have never approached of in my life before, and made me realise how lucky I am to be brought up in a moderate but yet fulfilling upbringing.

It is very true how upbringing reflects the person at present. His character, his language and his manner describes his family.

I have not made friends with anyone, except my sister and my cousin. Ironically, my sister is my classmate! We're doing the same course. Sibling rivalry? Maybe.

Anyhow, I should be able to accommodate myself to this new environment. If not, then I have to suck it up and just hate being here. One thing I have learn from my Theories of Communication subject is that we ought to accept to a new environment that we are in. We can't change an environment, but we can change the way we adapt to it. Role taking they say.

Just sharing what I have learned lah....

Tuesday, December 06, 2005

I have been enrolled to a new college, hopefully the last of this series. My dad has transfered me to my sister's college, Kuala Lumpur Infrastructure University College (KLIUC) or formerly known as Ikram College in Serdang for the better cause.
For the next 2.5 years this native boy will be pretty much spending his time in the Serdang vicinity. Putrajaya is only 10mins away!
I will be moving into the hostel, of which I have request to have the 1 room single bed. Firstly, because of privacy. Two, I don't like sharing. Three, I can bring any man in! Hehehehe. Stupid! I have packed my stuff, and a few big stuff like the table lamp, the Hi-Fi set, 1 side table and my mirror!
I'm so excited for this. After all the setback I have been through, I hope this whole new environment would cheer me up as Christmas would be around the corner. Unfortunately, my parents will be going back to Sarawak for Christmas for some community responsiblity. Crap. Guess I will be spending my day with my siblings.
It might sound pathetic but I could be spending my Christmas at Musictheque! Kesian kan?
Although I cannot blame the fact that the issue of my relationship with my boyfriend would be the in-thing here to read. But I don't need the necessary attention, or perhaps any charitable cause from anyone. I was just upset.
It has been a week, nearly two now. I have left his house, the two cute cats and perhaps most importantly his companionship. I missed it so much. But I have to move on. Time was sincere giving me the opportunity to hitch back the tore relationship. I was given the decision.
Though I am still confused, I hope my decision to stay single at this moment would do justice to me and favourably to him. I know I was a bad boyfriend, whom didn't care much of what it takes to be understanding. I was the selfish one. And I took it all for granted.
He still sms me, wishing me good luck for the Singapore trip and etc. I'm just so lucky now. Having a man who is still so faithful. A man whom was once my true love, and still. But now just a friend from afar. I know he is going to read this. I hope the space given will not do much harm do both of us.

Monday, December 05, 2005

My weekend was a testing ground on my capability to withhold my promise to stop the HIV/AIDS from spreading. I was originally the main core committee of The Red Carnival, organised by the Pink Triangle Organisation. My main task was to provide entertainment at the street carnival for btoh 2 days.

At first, I thought this would be an easy task. But after sitting in the drive and getting the whole entertainment set on the full scale, I then knew it was not what I have though earlier. Approaching 8 dance group to perform for this charitable cause was a huge task. I understand that performing for charity is a difficult attraction to get skilled and talented people to display thier act for free! But I did my kick. And pulled in all 8 groups and performed for both days. I was happy overall the fact that the carnival was so much better than last year. Besides, the crowd was there to support. Not. They were there watching, but not participating. Getting them to speak on a taboo subject like HIV/AIDS was a task.

Saturday I spend my whole day behind stage getting all acts ready. But on Sunday, I manage to pull through and went on volunteering by selling Red Ribbons, balloons to the public besides giving out postcards and informative phamplets on HIV/AIDS. I learned the many attitudes of my fellow Malaysians. They were this bunch who are the supporting lot, where they generously donated RM10. They were some who didn't care much, but gave away RM1 because they pitied us. And some didn't even bothered!

A weekend of learning and educating the public overall gave me a positive inject to pursue my work with Pink Triangle. I am not surprised with more projects coming up, especially the Mardi Gras I proposed for next year. I hope this will come true!