So I'm back being the average boy next door. Forget the moment when I was so eager to pave my way to stardom. Things just really didn't work as it seems. Don't think my talent was crapy enough for Simon Cowell's nactry remarks. I made an assumption that I wasn't 'pretty' enough as the rest.

I wouldn't want to blame on my crave for food, which incidentlly cause me to gain a bit of pounds and lose the midas touch in the eyes of the public.

Anyway, a few good friends I met from the competition made it through to the next round but what I head from them was more terrible feedbacks. I think the organisers weren't responsible enough in keeping thier word. I'll stop here to comment on that.

Thank God classes for the semester has finally came to an end, though I have 2 assignments I have to submit by Monday if I want a good carry mark. And its 2 weeks break for everyone for study break plus the Hari Raya before the final exams. Can't wait for all this to end so I can get a good break for myself.

I was watching E! this afternoon on the story of Goldie Hawn and Kate Hudson. Just how lucky these two bitches, mum and daughter get to explore the dramatic life of a superstar. They're both equally good actresses in their own era. I watched Private Benjamin on HBO long ago, which was Goldie's debut as producer cum actress. And Kate on Almous Famous which earned her a nomination for Oscar.

Oh yeah, TV would be my best friend for this coming study break. Just wanna laze at home and island myself from the city and people.